THIS MORNING  MY DAUGHTER AND I WAS HARD TO GET UP , I WAS RUNNING LATE FOR WORK, I CALLED MY MOTHER AND ASK HER IF SHE CAN MEET ME TO WORK, SO SHE DID. GOT AMBER IN MY MOMS CAR, AND WENT TO GET INSIDE WHEN I OPEN THE DOOR THE WIND JUST BLEW IT OUT OF MY HAND AND ALMOST BROKE IT... ( IM LIKE WHY ME, NOT THIS MORNING)  SO I CLOCK IN , GO TO MY DESK AND I LOOK AROUND REMIND YOU THAT I WORK IN THE FILING ROOM NOW   I SEE CHARTS EVERYWHERE, I SEE PAPER FILING EVERWHERE.  (ALSO REMIND YOU THAT I AM TRAINING THIS 20 YEAR OLD  2ND DAY)  I STARTED PUTTING CHARTS AWAY AND THE DAYS GOES BY, SHE ASK ME ALL THESE QUESTIONS THAT WASNT WHAT SHE IS DOING. I TOLD HER I DONT KNOW. SO I STARTED PULLING FOR THE NURSES AND SHE WAS TELLING ME THAT HER LEGS HURT, WHEN I ALREADY TOLD HER THEY WILL HURT FOR A WEEK, IF YOU AINT USE TO BENDING OVER AND PICKING UP AND BEING ON YOUR FEET FOR 8 HOURS. LATER ON, I WENT ON LUNCH AND CAME BACK....... SHE WENT ON LUNCH, THE GIRL THAT WAS HELPING US, SHE WAS TELLING ME THAT SHE BEEN TOLD SHE WAS GOING TO BE DOING THIS AND AND THAT. OTHER THINGS. SO WE DECIDED TO GIVE OUR BOSS A HEADS UP, SO THEY CAN START LOOKING FOR A NEW PERSON BACK THERE FOR ME. THE NEW GIRL CAME BACK FROM HER LUNCH AND TOLD US THAT SHE PUT HER RESUME IN FOR A POSTION SOME WHERE ELSE THAT MAKES MORE THEN WHAT SHE MAKES NOW. AND SHE TOLD ME HOW MUCH. [color=red]( KEEP THIS IN YOUR MIND IVE BEEN THERE FOR 2 YEARS, SHES BEEN THERE FOR 2 DAYS)[/color][/b] SHE MAKES 10CENT LESS THEN ME.  I WAS FURIOUS. ANYWAYS WENT TO THE BANK CAME BACK AND WENT TO MY BOSS BOSS, WHO WAS MY BOSS BEFORE I MOVE TO THIS POSTION... AND TOLD HER WHAT I JUST TOLD YOU GUYS. AND SHE TOLD ME THAT I GUESS I JUST HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT THEN. WHERE I WORK, WE DONT TELL HOW MUCH WE MAKE, CAUSE OF THE FACT THAT SOME ONE CAN BE THERE FOR 2 YEARS AND SOMEONE CAN BE THERE FOR 2 DAYS AND MAKE ALMOST OR MORE THEN YOU. I WORK WITH ALL FEMALES, AND WE ALL KNOW THAT SOMETIMES WHEN WE ALL GET TOGETHER THINGS GET PRETTY HOT IN THE AIR. IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. SO ANYWAYS BACK TO THE STORY.. I WAS FILING PAPER AND I ASK THE OTHER GIRL WHERE SHE AT, AND SHE WAS COMING TO ASK ME THE SAMEQUESTION, SHE DIDNT WORK FOR ONE THING, SHE ALWAYS TALKED , BRAG ABOUT WHAT SHE DID BEFORE, ALWAYS HAD NEGATIVE FEEDBACK ON ANYTHING I SAID. WOULDNT LESTEN TO ME, ALWAYS SAID WE SHOULD HAVE THIS AND THAT DONE BEFORE WHAT I TOLD HER TO DO. AND THE LAST TOLD ME COUPLE TIMES HOW MUH SHE MADE.. ANYWAS WHEN I WAS FILING SHEWAS COMING IN MY AISLEE AND SAYING WHY YOU TIRED YOU ARE UP TO SOMETHING AND ON AND ON, I JUST SAID LOOK IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME, I NEED TO SEE MORE THIJGS GET DONE BACK HERE THEN IT HAS BEEN. 5 MINS LATER SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE IS SORRY AND THAT SHE PUT HER RESUME INTO SOME WHERE ELSE, I TOLD HER YOU AINT HURTING MY FEELING BY DOING THAT, I SEE TO MANY PEOPLE COME AND GO. AND MY BOSS CALLED HER TO COME WITH HER.. MY HEART WAS BEATING REALLY HARD...

 

COME HOME TONIGHT AND HAD A MESSAGE ON MY VOICE MAIL, LISTEN TO IT AND IT WAS ONE OF MY FRIENDS AT WORK. SO I CALLED HER AND SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WENT OUTSIDE TO SMOKE A CIGERETTE AT WORK AROUND 2 MINS FROM 5PM  AND SAW THE NEW GIRL COMING OUT AND TOLD HER BUY AND SEE YOU TOMORROW THE NEW GIRL SAID OH I WONT BE COMING IN, I GOT FIRED FOR SOMETHING I DIDNT DO.

 

NOW EVERYONE I TALK TO TOLD ME I DID WHAT I SHOULD OF DONE. PART OF ME FEELS GOOD BUT PART OF ME DONT.

 

I RATHER HAVE SOMEONE DO THERE WORK AND GET SOMETHING DONE......... THEN NOT AT  ALL. iF THEY DONT DO NOTHING AT ALL, THEN I RATHER DO IT ALL BY MYSELF.

 

SORRY FOR THE LONG STORY, BUT I NEEDED TO SHARE.

 

 

 

LOVES JEZ